因為之前覺得要解釋自己之前啲嘢煩索性答唔記得唔知 好撚嘢依家就真係冇咩印象好陌生連之前嘅自己都唔認識

之前唔想做決定覺得煩就咩都話冇所謂 好啦到依家就真係咩都冇所謂 冇主見咁 食飯唔鹹唔甜飽肚就得 出街着得唔熱唔凍就行 有咩開心行先 其他求其 但明明之前係有自己 有真係treasure嘅嘢/會對啲人有意見嘅嘢 但依家又唔會 like最近聽到啲bad mouth(I wont leak tho) 但其實依家好多時我對任何人都冇好強嘅opinion/憎一個人 但係之前我係會開private屌鳩人嗰種人lmao

唔知呢種變係 in good way or bad但諗翻點解會咁我真係唔記得 但係人係唔會冇撚神神變 人好難主動咁離開自己comfort zone 因為你會安於現狀就覺得冇嘢好改變 好似你唔會見一個bodybuilder好主動咁想去食mcdonald因為佢哋好proud of佢哋body 呢個唔係discipline而係佢哋個comfort zone就係body building 唔會冇啦啦去瘋狂cheat meal

我依家變咁可能都係因為之前嘅我想變成依家咁樣 like rn is my perfect comfort zone 如果對之前嘅嘢冇咩印象/都幾肯定依家嘅我唔會做同一個決定咁嗰時action嘅仲係咪我 anyways我最多聽到嘅就係相信當時嘅決定係你嗰時諗到最好嘅決定所以要相信當時嘅自己 btw fun fact忒修斯之船個wiki都俾人改過無限次

其實我都唔知寫緊咩但係我9點要上中lang所以唔瞓得9up下👎🏻

講行啲講career講academic 好似其實我由year1想做quant/trader咁 dse入唔到qfin就諗辦法trans入去嗰時係幾determined 想咁做咁真係做 到year2 double maj埋maths諗讀master(嗰時仲有first hon)又操下綠皮書prep interview 但唔知點解有一刻就會諗不如算 maths又drop埋上個sem得2.4… 之後就好似依家咁鳩就 快啲畢業算 其實我都唔係好諗得明

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