I envy lovers filled with cuddles. All I get are struggles instead of snuggles and they shit on technology when that is my only form of communication to my lover who lives overseas. People take for granted the love they have in the same location and soon enough, there may be power outages. Now I’m filled with rage. I’m tired of staying strong. Why does everything in this world feel so wrong? I just yearn to rest in my lover’s arms. Is that too much to ask for? Wake me up once they end this war.