Ngl I kinda miss the part of Covid where everyone had to be nonverbal and also keep their distance.
Couples counseling is scheduled for next Saturday.
I’m still sleeping in the bunkbed with the kids.
I’m not doing his laundry and the only dinner I left for him was what the kids didn’t eat.
I cried silently for the first time today. I was driving and Olivia Rodrigo’s Drivers License came on the playlist Mr42 put on. He doesn’t understand the lyrics but it was too spot on for me.
He didn’t see my tears though. He was busy working on his laptop. I don’t wan him to see me weak.
Another night feeling extremely alone as I sit here looking at thousands of people trying to communicate with each other.