I’m just screaming into the void because if I don’t I’m going to sob and I can’t lose it in front of my kids right now. They are looking to me to be calm and collected and the strong mom they are used to but the last 16 hours has been a disaster and I just want to crawl into a hole. I’m flying with my 3&5 year olds by myself for the first time. Flying across the country - yesterday started with 3 hour drive and then what was supposed to be 7 hours of flying. It all was going fine - as fine as